Running through the bleeding wind
With fierce tears streaming down my face
My heart is screaming
My bones are aching
My blood is boiling
Where are you
I cant fined you
I miss you
I cant touch you I cant feel you
I want to feel your smooth skin against mine
I want to brush my lips against yours
I want to run my fingers through your dark hair
I want to be able to smell your breath
I want to feel it blow against my body
I want to give me chill bumps that run down my spin
Every mile I run every step I take
My legs give out
I fall to my knees
Scraps
Brushes
Bleeding
I curse myself
I tell myself to get up
I tell myself to not give in
I tell myself to rise against
I tell myself to get over the pain
I want to see you
I want to feel your heart beat
I want to feel you breathing
I want to see your eyes looking down upon me
I falling yet again
Cursing
Bleeding
Screaming
Crying
Get up
Get up
Get up
Don’t be weak
Lord help me
Help me have the strength
Drop
Drop
Drop
Rain starts to fall
I cry even harder
Cursing at myself over and over
Water slashes
I look up
And see
I see you
I see you reaching out
To me
See you here
With me
You came to me
Lets me know
That you love me
You help me up
With me still crying
But not from aggravation
But for happiness
Cause now
Now I can feel you heart beat
Now I can feel your breath
Now I can touch your skin
Now I can love you